Archive for September, 2012

Greetings Delicious Ones! I was pondering an aspect of my life this morning and was going to come to You Brilliant Creators for advice; but then, knowing I could come to you for an answer – the answer found me! I believe Abraham would call that – The Art of Allowing! Knowing I had someone to turn to for Abe advice, I found relief; the feeling of relief raised my Vibe, which allowed ME to hear/receive/feel my Inner Being’s answer, Perfect!

I am going to entitle this particular chapter in my life, The Belmont Stakes; after the longest dirt track, 1.5 miles, in thoroughbred racing. I’m The Thoroughbred and the race, is My Divorce! The Belmont is also the final race of The Triple Crown series; and, as such, is known as “The Test of Champions!” And, boy oh boy, do I feel like a champion today! Why, because I was vexed and now I’m not. Why? Because I asked and the answer was laid at my feet. Why? Because I know, like the sun coming up in the morning, that Source ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS has my back. And, when I rely on Me – not someone else to fill in my blanks – but Me – my highest and broadest aspect; Me, source energy; Me – the one with the perfect answer to my question. Then, I can never be vexed for very long!

I heard this delicious Abraham-Hicks YouTube video yesterday, where Abe addressed the issue of us kids relying on each other for praise, enlightenment, direction, etc. And while this avenue of query can be beneficial and feel good, when someone is holding you as the object of their attention; it can also feel not so good, when someone you love/admire is not in agreement with you. Their opinion can have a deleterious affect on you and then, where does that put your vibe? In the proverbial toilet, that’s where. And why? Because we gave our Power over to another – someone who is not privy to all we have lived, all we have amassed and, the grandeur of who we are! And, I want to be very clear on this – the person can be your bestest Abraham buddy in the world, but you cannot rely on others to light up your path! It is an inside job – period!

I have noticed on the Abe Forum and other FB Abraham Pages, folks write in to ask for guidance/assistance around certain areas in their lives. I have never felt compelled to do this, until this morning. And, that moment passed quickly, because the answer filled in the space. Now, Dearest Ones – don’t get me wrong – all avenues are groovy – you want to ask for assistance – do it! You want to talk about what’s not working? Do it! But, I think what I am getting at here, is that the solution is more fun to play with than the problem. I enjoy playing with all my FB/Abe Friends in the playground of their solution, I’m really not interested in what lead them to that delicious knowing – I just like frolicking in the Knowing. And again, I respect that we all have our way of seeking direction and that, all roads lead home! And, I know, sure as shootin’ – that many of us are co-operative components for each other. But for me, I was so delighted when my Broader Aspect showed up, and dealt me the royal flush of answers to my question of the moment; which is/was – How Does One Wrap Up Her Divorce – Abe Style?

You see I am rounding the final turn at Belmont. I’ve run the race with grace, dignity and aplomb – employing all the teachings of Abraham into what could be construed as a “dirty business.” My divorce attorney and the gals who run the office are always amazed at the happiness and joy that I bring when I visit with them. And, why shouldn’t this stage in my life be joyful when it is SO the next logical step for me? Now, here’s the rub:

1. When I dip my toe into the subject of my divorce, it feels icky, as this reality is really old news. I moved on before I even initiated proceedings; what I am experiencing now is just a legal formality. Emotionally, I felt divorced the minute I knew which way I had to proceed to keep joy in my life – the law is just a bit slower than us leading-edge creators 🙂

2. Dwelling in this cantakerous, step-one world, can be an uncomfortable place to reside, even for a moment. Going over what was, is so yesterday! So banal! So mundane. And, we are Genuis Creators for crying out loud – we weren’t meant to stay put, or too even look back. We are ALL ABOUT the forward motion! And,

3. When you understand, down to the marrow of your bones, that this reality you are focused upon is old, and that the joy, the oozing, the creative jou-jou is in our Vibrational Reality, our Vortexual Reality, our Feeling Forward Reality – it becomes a balancing act, which, at times, requires a great deal of energy.

There is a “final” offer sitting in my in-box, it’s been there for quite a while! I am loath to read it and, as a result, I just can’t bring myself to hit the open button. When I’m in my V – I can’t do it. When I’m out of the V – I won’t do it. So, there you have the conundrum – what’s a gal to do?

Well, I’ll tell you – nothing. Keep pushing out the phone call with my attorney, until I feel I can get in my Vortex and then read the letter from a place of knowing. Done – have pushed it out a couple of times and I don’t give a fig what the other side is up to; they have screamed, I hang up or don’t answer. They have sent nasty grams, I don’t participate. Because you know what? This is my race damnit! And I’m going to run it the way I choose, when I choose, and how I choose. I am going to pick the perfect conditions under which I can make the wisest choices for me, period. I don’t care what anyone else’s schedule is dictating; I don’t take dictation!

And, here’s the answer that bubbled up this morning, because I am about to sign a piece of paper that says – THIS IS THE FINAL AMOUNT OF MONEY YOU WILL EVER RECEIVE IN YOUR LIFE!!!!! What I realized was that this piece of paper and my soon to be former husband, are one delivery system. And, when I fall up into my Vibrational Reality – the myriad of endless possibilities and delivery systems are felt completely by me! I don’t have to know what they are today! I don’t have to identify them, today. I don’t have to figure it all out, today! All I need do is to get into my Vortex and then…… bask, go general, dream, bask some more, feel, ooze, feel forward, etc.

I’ll tell you, this entire divorce process has been a bit odd – but the expansion has been outrageous! I have learned a ton and one of the biggest rewards has been fine-tuning my ability to focus on what’s working and to disregard the disgruntled folks screaming from the bleachers!

I want to thank you dear readers, from the bottom of my heart and the depths of my Vortex, for being here to listen/feel me, while I take this grand life’s journey! Thank you for holding me as the object of your attention, if only for a moment, I can feel it, and it feels good. Thank you one and all, for being co-operative components in this life’s journey. My appreciation knows no bounds!

And to Source – my Broader Aspect (I always new I was one hell of a Broad!), I say thank you! I love knowing your always here with me, intractable, unwavering, constant, consistent, and loving beyond my wildest dreams. And you always deliver the goods – the perfect answer – in the perfect time – wrapped in the most delightful of feelings.

Oh, and you better get that blanket of White Carnations ready for me. I’m going to give a call tomorrow, take the final steps, and cross the finish line to cheers, hoots and hollers from my Vibrational Family. I am going to sign the divorce papers with my Abraham-Hicks Alaska 2012 Pen, which we were given on the Alaskan Cruise! Won’t that be fun? And, the best part, I’ll be the only one in on it – well, not counting the non-physical posse that loves to play with me! And, it is my promise to you, that this is one old story that I will be happy never to unearth again!

And the Winner, by thirty-two lengths (wanted to beat out Secretariat’s record!) –


This exercise is a result of a question posed to me by a reader, who wanted more clarity around Grid Building after reading my post, “Everything You Always Wanted to Know About Grid Building, And Then Some!”   on The Abe Forum ( –!&p=581405&posted=1#post581405

“I have a question about this. It concerns #3, the question. Doesn’t saying “How will I feel when I “get it?” infer “lack of”? IE, “when” means “I don’t have this now”?  Would it not be better to ask #3 in such a way as you already have it? Like, “This is how it feels?”  Or am I reading too much into this. I have to admit since Abe some things have me scared to think them, and instead of going general (as is always stated) when I’m feeling negative…I have the tendency to say to myself “Shut up, all is well, everything always works out. You know that, so don’t go there”.

The dentist is in!!! More drilling down needed here I see! My absolute favorite thing to do – create more clarity around a subject. I so understand your question and the resultant “other end of the stick” feeling that sometimes reveals itself, when we are asking for something not yet delivered in the physical realm.

If I were in our physical shoes, I would start my grid building with two ideas in mind: first, have fun with it – it’s not the SATs :-); and second, take something that isn’t so “big” for you to begin with. Remember the wonderful world of generality that is always available to you? Let’s go there for a moment, shall we? How about we build a Grid around Well-Being?

What do I want?
I want to feel well-being in all aspects of my life.

Why do I want it?
Because it will bring me relief in every area of my life.

How will it feel when I get it?

Oh Gods, where do I begin? Well, I can feel it already. It feels smooth, eeeeeasy, calm, deep, resonant, fulfilling, dreamy, pure, open, available, big. It feels like this is always with me, this feeling of empowerment and joy. It feels like an old friend, so happy that I have made my way to this vibrational playground once again to frolic, sing, jump and play! It feels like home. It feels like I never left. You know why? Because I didn’t leave, and IT never left me! How funny! I’ve been so darn serious around all this and just think, it’s all a game! A game of my choosing, a game where I create the attractions and rides, a game were I get to interact with people, situations, opportunities on my terms, on my timing, on my point of vibration! Good grief, I feel like I’m flying, but unlike Icarus – I can never be too close to the sun. I am radiant, pulsating, sending forth the delicious vibration of Source! Wow – This grid building is crazy good! I can see now how easy it can be when I let go of my resistance and let Source Mind, my Broader Aspect flow through me! My vibration is sky high, and then some. And, you know what? If this was the only Grid I ever built – and I kept this vibration flowing – all other aspects of my life that are not seeming to flow, will rise to the occasion – IT IS LAW!! Keeping things general is a wonderful place to play! I love playing, I love creating! I am Creator and I am FREEEEE!!

WOW – there you go – hope that was as good for you, as it was for me! I feel terrific! Thank you so much for the question, it made my day co-creating with you on the answer!

Love, love and more sideways, liquid, Grid LOVE!!


Greetings Denizens of the hippest planet in the Universe! How’s your day unfolding in this raging, fomenting time/space reality known as The Leading Edge of Thought? Are you poised for another opportunity to co-create together and blow the roof off? Are you ready to join the party that you have orchestrated, right down to the napkin placement, and floral arrangements? Are you prepared to drop whatever is keeping You from YOU; and strut, jump, skip down to The Hall of Mirrors where music, merriment, libations, sexy guests, and gastronomic delights abound? What’s that you say? It all seems a bit – over the top? Well, hell yes, it’s over the top – its your party for crying out loud! It’s the one you have been planning since early childhood – see the cupcakes in the corner with the jelly beaned, festooned icing? You had that thrown into your Vortex when you were 4! The Specifics of all and I mean ALL of your desires, resides in your swirling, twirling, Vortex of Creation – ready to manifest; right here, right now. You – Dear, Delicious One, need only give up the anchor and rode that have been holding you firmly in place, and allow yourself the ride of a lifetime; into your Knowing, into your Becoming, into the Broader Beingness That is YOU, YOU, YOU – Quantum YOU!

So, what is the catalyst that instigated my writing to you today? What is the source of the vibrational wallop that struck me like a 2×4? It was one seemingly innocuous sentence that Abe uttered on three separate occasions, while on The Alaskan Cruise. And, it goes like this, “YOU HAVE BARELY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE!” Let’s take it a moment to let it sink in….. “YOU HAVE BARELY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE!” Are you having near the same visceral response I had when I first heard Esther speak these words? “YOU HAVE BARELY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE?” Good Gods Man, really? Barely? Hardly? Scarcely? Scantily? Just? Scratched the surface? 

Much of what Abraham was attempting to drum into us, on-board The Good Ship Westerdam, was the notion that our time is Now, Now, Now. They were much less patient with “the what isn’t working questions” (and to be fair – this group really wasn’t focused there; it was truly a group of folks on The Leading Edge of The Leading Edge!). But when one of us managed to get into the chair and had a question that was well, banal, Abraham would take a few steps toward the questioner, move the microphone out of the way, and usher them out of the chair! No kidding!

So, why are we not doing that to ourselves? Shouldn’t we be putting the same code of conduct and query on ourselves? Isn’t the answer always the same – get into the Vortex, and then? And, isn’t the remedy for anything that ails us, to FOCUS on something that doesn’t ail us, something that soothes or uplifts? Yes, it’s all about Focus! Focused Intent! Focused Creativity! Focused Thought, Word and Deed! 

I disembarked from that ship with a self-imposed imperative! I will do whatever it takes to move myself into a place of pure, positive thought! I will take this brilliant mind of mine and focus on what serves me, not what doesn’t! I will have no truck with the niggling thoughts that undermine my Godliness and manifestations of good feelings – period! I call it being on a Focused Jihad – but I have changed up the definition of Jihad to suit my purpose – rather than a holy war – it is a Holy Focusing – a tribute to the larger part of me, through my intention to cull out what doesn’t serve and plant the seeds of what does! 

How exactly does one achieve and maintain this new, higher standard of living? Abraham suggested that a good rule of thumb would be to spend 80% of our time in the Vortex, 20% out. Sounds good to me. How do we make that happen? Again, Abraham proffered that we meditate for 15 minutes a day (preferably in the morning – to set your vibrational stance for the day); and secondly, that we intentionally create Grids, for whatever it is that we desire.

As far as the mediation goes, I would suggest you purchase “Getting into the Vortex, Guided Meditation CD and User Guide,” by Abraham-Hicks. It makes the entire process sweet and easy, as there are 4 designated meditations set up for you, of 15 minutes a piece. And it’s Abe for Christmas sake, soothing you into a place of pure bliss. 

Onto the second part – Grid Building, which is going to require more participation from you than quieting your mind. Let’s break it down, shall we? First, who are the players in this process? There are 4 key components: The Grid, The Vortex, the Law of Attraction, and finally – You. How do all of these players interact in the construction of a Grid? Let’s take a step back for a moment to answer that question – Prior to coming forth into these physical bodies, we set a series of Intentions/Grids that were general in nature; i.e., a Grid of Well-Being; a Grid of Upliftment; a Grid of Love, etc. These Grids are still in place and will remain so, as they serve as our Vibrational Foundation, our human jumping off point. Immediately upon birth, we set about living lives of contrast; sifting, sorting, and identifying that which makes us feel good and, that which doesn’t. The results of those contrasting moments, and their ensuant desires, now reside in our Vortex. 

The Vortex is the keeper of all that we desire, all that we have Become and, it is very, very Focused and Specific; a direct correlation to our focused, responsive desires to contrast. Human Beings are uber focused creatures; contrary to our Broader Aspect, which operates from the realm of generality. It is only natural that anything we put our mind too; i.e., focus upon, will bring about a focused result. Like our Broader Aspect, The Grid is General and Feeling driven; i.e., well-being, love, ease, kindness, abundance, etc. Conversely, The Vortex is a holding place, filled with specifics. 

And now we come to the role of our Universal Manager, aka, The Law of Attraction. LOA takes the specifics from your Vortex and fills in your Grid. Think of it like this – The Grid is the soil in our Field of Dreams, tilled and ready for planting. The Vortex is the warehouse that stores the seeds (your hopes, dreams, desires, aspirations); and The Law of Attraction is the farmer that plants the seeds. 

And finally, what is our part in all of this? That can be summed up with one word – Alignment! Alignment with our Broader Aspect, our Broader Becoming, our Broader Purpose. Sound too easy? Sound lazy? Well, that would only be your reaction if you hadn’t practiced Focused Thought. Focused Thought is not easy – Focused Thought is a Practice, period. You don’t do it once and have it down; it requires tenacity, fortitude, genius, and alignment, all while working within the boundaries of the highest standards you have ever placed on yourself. It is not for the rank and file – only the highest decorated among us, need apply. And who would that be? I’ll tell you, You and every other member of the human race on the planet. Everyone around you, everyone, everyone, everyone on this planet is a God – their choice is to know it or not. Their choice is to embrace it or not. Their choice is to acknowledge it or not. We all came forth with the same plan; firm in the Knowing of who and what we are – Source playing on the furthermost, leading edge of creativity and thought!! Sound groovy and oh, so sexy? That’s because it is! And, it is in this crucial piece of understanding, that we become free; free to work on ourselves and only ourselves, and to leave the driving, coercing, cajoling of those of us who “don’t get it,” to the individual. Really – all you have to do is think about YOUR evolution and journey into the understanding and knowing that you feel today, in order to come to the same realization. You’re ready, when you’re ready, period. And, we all want to be the instigator of our own Understanding and Ah-Ha moments. Why? Because then it sticks. Why? Because then it feels like the next logical step. Why, because that’s the only way in which it works, really works. 

So now, how about we get down to the nitty-gritty of creating a Resistance Free Grid. Oops, that brings up another subject; are there Grids of Resistance? Yes, Grids are intoned and created by vibration; when you offer a negative vibration, you set up a negative Grid. However, there is always a ‘get out of cheesy Grid card,” available to us. You can create a positive feeling Grid to supersede the negative Grid. Remember, the highest vibration always trumps the lower vibration, it is law! There is also the possibility that you might introduce lack into your Grid building, purely because it resides at the other end of the stick from your desire. What we want to do is to streamline your Grid building, to ask only those questions of ourselves, that offer the cleanest vibration/answer on which to build our Grid. 

Let’s get down to it, shall we?

The Process to Successful, Resistance-Free Grid Building has 3 Steps:

1. What Do I Want? 

2. Why Do I Want It? And, 
3. How will it feel when I get it? 

Let’s use a Grid of Financial Abundance as an example:

1. What do I want?

I Want Financial Abundance.

2. Why do I want it?

Because it will feel really good and bring me relief.

3. How will it feel when I get it?

I can feel the relief coursing through my body, the ease, the flow, the relaxation, the soothing thoughts and vibrations that accompany those feelings; warmth, openness, expansiveness, elation, exuberance, excitement, well-being, hopefulness, and joy. I can feel myself aligned with all those things that reside within my Vortex. I can feel them reaching out to me and I to them. I can feel the nexus point; wherein I am aligned with all that I have Become and am Becoming. The feeling is pure pleasure, pure lightness of being, pure creative genius. I am aligned, I am Creator, I am a Genius Focuser. I now know what I have to do to manifest good feelings, good thoughts, and groovy manifestations around my desires. It is not complicated, it is as natural as breathing – I just need to focus and then, my feelings take over. They caress me, they buoy me, they express themselves through me and I am invincible, I am un-deterred, I am mighty, I am Divine, I am one with all that I have Become. No wonder we weren’t scared to come to this planet. No wonder we KNEW from our Broadest Becoming, right down to the tips of our toes, that we would remember the way Home one day. And, that that road would be lit with beacons of illumination, with a chorus of beautiful music, with laughter and antics, as far as the heart can feel. I get it, that’s why I’m alive, to live a life of my choice! It is done – my Grid is now intoned with all of the grandest feelings I can generate on this subject.

You will note that I spent quite a bit of time describing how I will feel when my Grid fills in. This next bit of info is crucial – so please take note:

In order to establish a solid foundation/grid; i.e., a more vivid point of attraction, you need to hold the 3rd step, for a minimum of 17 seconds. This 17 seconds of pure, positive, focused thought, will summon another thought of equal, vibrational quality and composition. This magnetism (LOA) will cause them to mate; thereby, creating a more potent construction to my vibration of thought. Then, remaining focused on this new and improved higher, vibrational thought/feeling for an additional 17 seconds, will call in another feeling/thought of equal girth and vibrational intensity. They converge, upping the vibrational and tonal ante again – more power, more velocity, more, more, more. I continue on this path for a total of 68 seconds (or 4 segments of 17 seconds strung together) et voila – I have created a Grid/Point of Attraction that is secure, stable, deep, and resonant. This Grid acts as a beacon to the Universal Manager, The Law Of Attraction which immediately sets out to fill in the grid with manifestations.

There you have it folks, through our 3 Step Process, we have successfully stepped around the land mines of how, what, where, who, and when; any one of which can cause a negative tremor to the force of our Grid! Instead, we are emitting a Pure Vibrational Offering, which can only be matched by a vibration of commensurate tonal quality. And now, the only action that need be taken, is Alignment, IOW, to remain in the Vortex for extended periods of time. The only thing you need do from this moment forward, is to Purely Focus on that which pleases you, that which delights you, that which titillates and tantalizes you! Period. THAT is the action. Shall we call it Allowed Action? Because not doing is taking action too! You are allowing Law of Attraction to fill in your Grid, using the specifics of your Vortex. And, the results will take your breath away, I promise. 

I am off now – to frolic with quasars, to create with other geniuses, to show myself just how high I can go! I know I’ll see you there, traipsing about the heavens, dancing among the stars, and laughing till the cows come home! And, to think, We Have Barely Scratched The Surface……………..

Alchemist ~*

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