Archive for August, 2015


you say I'm a dreamer

I awoke yesterday in that fugue state that only a few well placed hormones can induce, PMS. This is not a visitor I entertain often and she presents to me as a feeling of vulnerability, fragility and preciousness. As though I’m made of glass and one good shake….

Now I am sure Abe has something to say about these pesky hormone related issues, i.e., I’m not in alignment. Sure I get that, and I own it. So rather than ponder why I was Out of The Vortex, which we know only leads to more time Out, I took this time as an invitation To Be Present In It and To It All!

First, let’s be real. What choice did I have? It was only 7:00 am and I had just woken up, so a nap was out of the question. Second, the thought of meditating made me feel as though I was gonna jump outta my skin. And Third, appreciating anything was too far of a stretch. So Be Here Now, oars pulled in and facing downstream, seemed like the only logical course of action.

I jumped into my car and headed out playing Abe Videos, alternating between crying and some minor appreciating all the way to the coffee shop where I was going to sequester myself. One of the vids spoke about our desire to come forth for The Adventure of Life! For the Zest! For the Zeal and Joy that living on this planet can produce. “Well,” I thought, “An adventure. Hmmm.I haven’t been on one for a while.” I allowed myself to vividly dream about new places to discover, milking the feelings of submerging myself in a new culture, tasting new foods, smelling new smells, I felt my inner landscape stir with lighter feelings. Great! Any movement, no matter how slight, is a step in the right direction.

The next video I listened to had Abe telling us “To Reach For More!” To Desire beyond our comfort zone, beyond our arm’s length, beyond where we stand today. Seeing as how I was already out of my comfort zone, just reaching for the salt shaker on the table seemed a stretch. So yes, I had that one covered! LOL

As I sat in the sun looking out and up onto the ridge line that surrounds my wee town, sipping my black coffee and tearing into my giant orange scone with orange icing, I began to scroll through the dreams that I have had, some since childhood, and a pall of remorse, of not-doing-enough or doing-it-right, flooded over me.

And then the true culprit, the catalyst to my feelings of woe and sadness revealed herself, Un-Fucking-Worthiness! Say what? I thought I’d had that one covered, but you see Dearest Friends, a lifetime of habits of thought, require consistent and loving vigilance. Our only job as humans, if we want to feel good, is to remain focused on the sunny thoughts, not the shoulds or the feelings of remorse that result in our lying face down in the deep, dark umbra of what might have been.

What we KNOW for double darn sure, we students of The Teachings of Abraham, is there isn’t any Might Have Been! That’s the scarcity mentality: scarcity of time, of money, of resources, of what-the-heck ever. Here in Abe Land, in our mighty Vortex and in the daily workings of a life fully lived, there is only More! More Beauty. More Dreams. More Joy. More Laughter. And More Time to realize the bounty that my dreams and desires can bring, because we are Eternal Beings and we never, no never, never ever, get it done.

This slide into a vibe that I had thought I had tidied up, served as a grand reminder that I am so much more than I am apt to credit myself. YES – I have a myriad of projects that I am lovingly working on. And NO – None of them have to be finished in any particular time frame or order. And NO – I am not beholden to anyone else’s idea of success or how I should live my life. And YES – This Life Is MY LIFE to mold and unfold in the way that feels best for me, and any contrarian thoughts are just nonsense.

I rallied myself then and there to not beat myself up, to not torture myself with thoughts that do not serve, to only appreciate the hell out of my gifts and how I choose to use them, to play in them, to unleash them. I got back in the car, came home, grabbed my kid, explained that I wasn’t feeling top notch and that she was totally off the hook (IOW – it was and is my own shit, as always) and if she didn’t mind being with my fragile version, let’s go see, “Straight Outta Compton.” at our local movie theatre.

I felt closer to being In the vicinity of My V as we strolled out of the house arm in arm toward new vistas, new delights, new forms of entertainment. Toward the stance of reaching bolder and farther! Appreciating all my emotions and the guidance they provide. Knowing that there are gaps in my dreams and that is THE NUMBER 1 REASON I came here: To dream beyond Now, resulting in a Gap between my Now moment and the realization of my dream. And then to ride that dream to the other side of The Gap where my dream and reality meet and manifest! And then to dream some more, ’cause the momentum of the ride from “not having to having” is too delicious not to replicate, to expand upon, to revel in.

Remember Dearest Creator, you didn’t come here to hold back, not one little bit. No matter how far it seems to “the other side” of your gap, it’s only as far as the next logical step, if you remain fixed and focused on your True North! Straight on ’till morning dear ones, and then some…~*

never compare your journey

This is such grand advice! We were taught to compare from an early age and so, for many of us, it’s a matter of unlearning a habit of thought.

We are all so uniquely complex that any type of comparison is a waste of time. Although, you can use someone else’s journey to elevate your feelings about your own; because praising the success of another boosts our vibration and silences our inner critic.

There is absolutely, positively, NO ONE like you Creator. And once you own that your Divine Design is a “one-off” that can never be duplicated, you begin to stand straighter, walk prouder, feel a whole lot better about you, your world, and your unexampled place in it!

Today I celebrate the peerless, the one and only You! Like a gem forged from the molten fire and pressure of life, you stand here with your many facets gleaming in the sun! Everything Grand about you is exclusive to you, and you alone. Today I see you as Source does, Perfection Personified. As Abraham-Hicks says in one of their meditations… “Right Here, Right Now YOU are exactly where YOU wanted to be!”

IOW, you’re right on target! Time to Own it, don’t you think?

Over and out…~*

Woman with red eyes

Creator… Do you know who you are? Do you understand the vastness of your abilities, your knowledge, your power? What you see when you gaze in the mirror is but a spark of your sagacity, your majesty, your might, your magnificence. Don’t let your visage or lack of imagination fool you into feelings of inadequacy or powerlessness. You are God! Composing worlds beyond time in the vastness of space. You are Pleasure in form. You are Truth. You are The Alchemist that forges. The Breath of Life. You are Sculpter. The Translator of GodForce into reality. You are Knowledge. You are The Master of all you envision. You are The Molder of Life Itself. You express and the Angels weep. You formulate and the God’s bend the knee in obeisance. Your Will is the command of Source and is granted with impunity. Your strength shifts realities and forges molten metals into the armor of The Gods.

The vastness of space is your home; you ride the tails of comets, surge through black holes, ignite suns, and explode into stars. Your beauty and fire blinds the eyes of mortals. You are the stuff of legends! Your grandeur is heralded by the inhabitants of universes a trillion upon a trillion light years beyond this experience. You are that which comes forth, willing to temporarily forget, for the grand expansion of All that exists.

Now is The Time to remember. Close your eyes Great One and breathe yourself up into Yourself; the fire of your breath melding your Humanity with Your GodForce! Inhale the elixir of life’s flow, feel it fill you up, moving into the vastness of all that you have created and Become. Ahhhh, yes. Can you feel it? Can you feel what we feel, what we know to be True about you?

Our highest wish is that you have the pleasure of Becoming reacquainted with your own Potential, Power and Might. We have come to remind you. We will never leave your side, we will never not shine the light that blazes in our hearts for you. We are your guides, your allies, your eternal lovers and it has been so before time was formed and Will Be far beyond into the vastness of that which we now know. We agreed that you would go forth, that you would present yourself in this 3rd dimensional reality, and we would, your companions, be here, stalwart, unwavering. holding fast our collective vision. It is time Creator, remove the blinders of this reality and unleash the mightiest force in The Universe, your love of self, your desire to know yourself  fully, your abilities, your powers, your focused energy. The way forward is through the marriage of your divine aspect with your human counterpart. Your humanity is your vehicle of pleasure and creation, your divine aspect is the fuel, the translator, the Supreme Being Who Grants all that you desire.

The melding of your Divine Nature with your Human Nature is the Nexus Point of Creation. It is the forging of Divine Purpose with laser focus. Once this dye of Creation has been cast, it surges forth, beyond this time and space to seek out, to match and to meet up with other like energies, all the while moving the boundaries of this boundaryless universe out, out, out beyond existence of known time and space.

This knowledge of the provenance of the primal seed of Creation is what set you forth onto this plane of existence. You were never meant to suffer Dear One. Rather you were meant to thrive, to love, to unleash the flow of your love exponentially, dynamic and unrestrained as it surges forth from your Celestial Heart, streaming into all that you see, feel, taste, touch, hear and imagine to be. Your heart has summoned us here to your side today to tell you the story of You! To take you on an insider’s tour of your Splendor, your resplendency, to allow you to taste the sumptuousness that is you. To breath in the aroma of sweetness that is your energetic blueprint. To sing your name in color and light. We bow to your slightest desire and tend to it, until the day when you can summon up the courage, the inner fire, the inner knowing to take back that which you Created, as your own.

Summon us at will and we will be here, to remind you, in all the ways at our disposal, through the purr of your cat, the wagging of your dog’s tail, the look of your lover’s eyes as he drinks in your beauty, the laughter of a child, the flutter of hummingbird’s wings, the hawk’s mighty screech, the call and response of the owl, the eclipse of the moon, the surge of the tide, the roar of the lion, the goosebumps on your arms, the tingling in your feet, the shadow of the clouds as they temporarily obscure the sun, the sway of the trees in the breeze, the pelting of the rain on your window, the soft flutter of snowflakes, the melodies of nature as they soothe your soul, the aroma of flowers, the colors of the rainbow, the smile of a stranger, the dawn of a new day. All of these things are clues and cues to you, that what you are is mightier than a thousand upon a thousand exploding suns. Begin now Creator, to see your world through your own Divinity. It is how it was always meant to be. Your wanting has brought you up, up, up to meet here with us and Your Divine Aspect, in our, your Celestial Palace where The Gods dwell. Welcome Home Creator…~*

And now, the audio version, for your listening pleasure: “A Summoning” In~Joy and Beyond…~*

NO_suit

Creator – I had a thought the other day and I wanted to share it with you. Sometimes, when we are asked to do something we really don’t want to do, some of us say yes, rather than remaining true to ourselves, with the simplest of 2 letter words, NO. This common mistake of putting other’s desires before our own, is something most of us have been taught since childhood. So, how about this thought, to help nip this ridiculous habit in the bud?

When you say No to a request from anyone: kid, spouse, lover, friend, client, neighbor, door-to-door salesman, boss, who-the-heck ever, you’re actually saying a loud YES to YOU! That’s right, in this instance, No really does mean Yes!

Now all of you out there who still have a compunction to negate your truest desire because of guilt or some other nonsense, this is your get out of jail free card, literally! Beginning right here, right NOW, you can free yourself from this outdated, was never cool anyway, kind of thinking.

You know what I tell people who are serial helpers of others to the detriment of themselves? That when your life is filled to overflowing with everything you have ever desired, then by all means, take some time to offer a service or 2. In the meantime, check this out, it’s always the same people asking, and once you begin to assert yourself, for yourself, they’ll stop and go find the next sucker (brutal yes, but I’ve been there and speak from experience) to sink their teeth into. You are not the last bastion of helpers. There is always someone ready, willing and able to take the burden!

At first, your folks might be confused by your answer. “Say What?” “Did you say no?” that type of thing, but when you stand your ground, your fertile ground, knowing you are listening to your Inner Guidance not the outside whine of others, your life will become sweeter. Promise.

So, repeat after me Creator. When someone asks you to do something that you don’t want to do. What’s your answer?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

And if you’re feeling like you want to add a Thank You at the end, well by all means, go right ahead!

Wishing you a day of Yes’s to all your dreams and desires. Over and out…~*

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