Archive for November, 2015


Amun RA Marduk

Greetings Creator, Today I am feeling The Vibration of Not-Enoughness with regard to my finances. I came across one of those quotes that says, “I am a magnet for money” and decided to play around with it by writing a new story with that as my theme. What I discovered is the feelings weren’t matching the words I was scratching onto the page. I was far and away NOT a magnet for money, as a matter of fact, I was so far down the hole of what-the-fuck-ever-ness that I couldn’t find any Vibe to hang my hat on.

 

Then, I had a plan. I have a plethora of processes that I use regularly to take me from not-feeling-so-good to feeling great, and I whipped them out to begin the process of taking my journey Home to Alignment. What I found was that instead of upping my vibe, I felt frozen in time. I just couldn’t budge because the words I was reaching for, abundance, affluence, plenty, etc. felt like a giant leap. So I changed it up and took a trip into the world of Antonyms where Abundance isn’t top dog, Lack is. Where Opulence holds no sway, as The Vibration of Scarcity rules the day. Where Frugality, Deficiency and Dearth are the triptych of The Dance of Not-Enoughness!

 

It turned out to be a great plan. There were some words in the list that felt significantly LOWER than where I was Vibing, i.e., poverty, paucity, bankrupt, distress, etc. This was great news! I used those down-and-out words to move my vibration. The upshot was I got jiggy with the lat/long of that quadrant of My Vibrational Universe and then, once that was certain, I could move onward and upward. After all, you can’t program your GPS to take you somewhere if it doesn’t know your starting point. And now, I am crystal clear as to my jumping off place.

 

I love feeling the energy move around a subject that has been vexing me. I realize that all subjects, all states of being, are energetically temporary and are part of Emotional Guidance System, which consistently shows me where I am Vibing in any moment in time. This exercise of straying into the underworld of emotions strengthened my resolve and set me on the right path. I am NOW standing firm in my KNOWING and I’m ready to change it up, no scratch that, I AM CHANGING IT UP, just by giving my attention to it!

 

Where I Now Stand with My Vibration To Money is the jumping off point for more of what I desire! I am perpetually, moment by divine moment, on the starting line of having, being, doing anything I desire. IT IS UP TO ME to take charge of My Energy! IT IS UP TO ME to change up what I don’t dig about something that I want to Embrace Fully, Allow Fully!! IT IS UP TO ME and NOW is the perfect time to take the reins of my life and snap my team of steeds to mighty attention, ‘cause we got ourselves some work to do, the work of The Gods! We don’t toil, sweat and grind our way forward, no, that’s so last century and doesn’t work well anyway. Rather, we take our Vibrational Reins In Hand and steer ourselves to new vistas, new vibrations, clarity, ease, relaxation, newness on all fronts!

 

The Subjects that remain for us to upgrade are our biggest ally! Kind of like those people that drive us mad when we think about or come into contact with them. Why? Because they make us crack our knuckles, flex our muscles and hone our skills, that’s why! Abe consistently tells us that we can be around any situation and remain in Da Vortex, all we need do is Tend To Our Vibration so selfishly that not nobody, not nohow, not any damn subject, has the Power to take us off our Game! Only if WE ALLOW IT, that is!

 

As I was relishing my new found movement and creativity, I moved into a place where I was having a conversation with the Vibration that brought me here. It just poured out of me and it was so much fun to play with. So Dear Darling Deliberate Creator, here’s my latest, an Ode To Scarcity! And it goes like this…

When we met, I thought we were only going to be together for a short time. Turns out we’ve been riding the dusty trail together for a time now and I’m feeling like I need a bath and a new direction. Perhaps a road that is paved; paved with hope and fun. A road paved with Upliftment and Abundance, Paved with KNOWING and Appreciation. I have enjoyed our time together and realize that nothing is bad, not the trail, not the pace we’ve been keeping, or the company. I have no regrets or sadness that I find myself here today with you, still, LOL, because our time together has only solidified in my Being the KNOWING that my time to move on is nigh. And I am eager, willing, ready and able to hop aboard my new means of transport and take myself up to the high, higher, highest path that I can muster up right now!

 

You have become a friend of sorts, someone who stays with me, no matter what! I can always count on you to rear up when Lack comes a callin’. And then, that old momentum that we have created together, takes hold and off we go, to places that don’t feel good and where I am bored beyond imagining of re-visiting. You see Friend, this story that we have woven together needs a new beginning and a new ending, the sameness of this, year after year, is a bit off-putting and as they say, enough is enough.

 

Your place is my life has not been a hinderance to my growth, rather, you have provided me with the perfect Catalyst to My Expansion! In my Vortex, I have a bank account that would make a Sheik take pause. I have expressions of clarity and abundance that will take your breath away. And without you, Dearest of Friends, I NEVER would have Come To Know any of it, because I wouldn’t have been aware of my feelings enough to change them when they were no longer working for me! You are the best of friends actually, never yessing me when I was feeling like pooh, but rather reinforcing that vibe to make it clear that that’s where I was and you weren’t moving out, until I had supplanted you with a more uplifting pal to take your place.  

 

I appreciate where I am NOW beyond my ability to speak or write it! Seems crazy doesn’t it that I am this fond of finding this Nexus Point of My Own Creativity, through the process of going to places that I don’t dig? Well we KNOW that clarity around what we don’t like, leads us to clarity on what we do. I feel Appreciation for our relationship because I KNOW that everything in my Vibrational World is a temporary condition and is ripe for change, whenever I put my Big Gurl Boots on and strut about declaring it so!

 

I feel you smiling at me! Haha! You wanted this for me as well! You wanted me to find a new Partner with whom I could create on a higher flying disk. “What’s that? This is your job you say? This is why you are in my life, to cue me to higher vistas through your consistent broadcasting of not so good feelings.”

 

WOW! You are truly the unsung hero then, are you not? You are a Human Beings ONLY source of KNOWING how we feel in any particular moment, on any subject. You are telling us when to hold ‘em or fold ‘em. When to leave town, or put down roots. When to reach out and engage or go inside ourselves for more fine-tuning on any subject imaginable!

 

My Appreciation of You and Your Place in The Ranks of My Guidance System is beyond imagining! We are so used to heralding the Top Shelf Emotions that you guys on the lower echelons get the bum rap. As though you are the Enemy, when in effect, you are our perfect Creative Partner! Now, don’t get me wrong, given the choice (which is always available to me) I’ll take Joy to the Dance Floor over Scarcity and Lack any ole day, but when you do enter into my experience through my own lack of attention to my Vibe, I can now welcome your entry, rather than fight it! I can embrace it as a RIGHTEOUS GOD-LIKE KNOWING that I’ve strayed from the Fun House into that old haunted house that everyone in the neighborhood is scared to enter! I can stop what I am thinking immediately, and take an about-face to brighter vistas, sunnier shores, happier everything!

 

Thank you for your unwavering attention to the details of my Vibrational Countenance! After all, I am only as good as my Vibrational Signals can Indicate, how else will I KNOW that feeling in my gut shouting, “For God’s Sakes Woman, Pivot!” haha! Or when that tired old vibration of Not-Enough-Ness comes a knocking on my solar plexus and let’s itself in for a stay, putting its feet up by the fire of my unrealized dreams and making itself at home! Hell, I don’t blame you one bit, after all, hating you would be akin to shooting the messenger and counterintuitive to my expressed intention to move ever forward to more knowing, more clarity, more of everything good and sweet in this life!

 

I will sign off Now, as I have Dreams to Create and Manifest and honestly, hanging out with you too long, puts a dent in my Creative Flow! Hey it’s not your fault, it’s what you came to do, you are a catalyst, you were never meant to be a condition. You were meant to be an acquaintance, never a lifelong friend. So let’s look into each other’s eyes and share this moment of clarity. You are doing your job so well, that I am moving on up, which is always what you intended for me anyway. It’s just that we became a little to used to having each other around. And so, I bid you a fond farewell, till we meet again. And when we do, it won’t be for a long chat, rather, it will be more of a nod of recognition, which takes less than 17 seconds for me to execute as I turn this Ship of Knowing around towards shores of Plenty, Abundance, and Opulence. It is with a happy heart that I now part company. Ciao Bella. Onward and Upward…~*

 

edmund-tarbell-girl-writingI just finished listening to the video included below, which answered An Asking I have had for some time about getting on a better vibrational footing around and with my former husband. In the recap, Abraham was speaking about how we put people we no longer want to be with (especially past lovers, husbands, wives etc.) into the Ex Category. I have never referred to Scott, my former husband, as my ex, because it never felt good. And knowing what I Know, when you attempt to EX-Out anything, it only causes it to remain more firmly in a funky feeling vibration. This has been a wanting of mine for a time, in that I desire all of my relationships, past and present, to shine vibrationally and I find that when I am around Scott, I feel a bit off. So Abe to the rescue!!

They’re suggestion to us is that we take all of those that we no longer are married too or dating, but might still harbor a wee resentment toward or feel an awkwardness around, and put them into a Pile of Appreciation.

I have transcribed this wee excerpt, because I wanted to herald it for myself and I have addressed it to my former husband the father of our daughter, Lily…

Dear Former Husband…

“You were there when I needed you. You were a vibrational match to that which I was. You were part of the contrast that helped me to identify what I want. My present and future experience is what it was because of my relationship with you. It was never your job to be a specific way so that I could feel better. We all were doing the best that we knew how to do as we went along the way. I love the fact that we had this relationship and I believe we will always have a relationship. And from now on. I am not going to let my thoughts about you, hurt my feelings anymore. I’M NO LONGER GOING TO DISRESPECT MYSELF BY TWISTING MY THOUGHTS ABOUT YOU AND MAKING MYSELF FEEL BAD ABOUT THEM!” (My favorite part, hence the caps!)

Wow! Right?! Feels so darn good. Off I go to play around in this juicy new Vibration I just created! This is what being a Deliberate Creatrix Feels Like!! Aligned and Allowing! All for one and one for all! Tally Ho Homies…~*

Einstein Quote of treating everyone the same

My father Clyde came to mind when I read this delightful quote. Everyone he met was his friend, and it was especially true when it came to the service industry. His appreciation of their attention showed by his tipping largesse and turning his winning smile on them. Wherever we went, folks bent over backwards to accommodate his every need!

When I was a kid, one of my favorite memories is of us walking into the lobby of Hotel Le Meurice in Paris. The entire staff lit up when he crossed the threshold; calling out his name, hand shakes, hugs, and merry smiles all around. The elevator operator even shut down the elevator to attend to Clyde’s first request upon landing anywhere – ice for his cocktails! Haha!

One day, when we were living in Florida, the doorbell rang. When I answered it, the fellow standing on the threshold introduced himself and followed it up with, “I’m a bartender at The Men’s Bar of The Biltmore in New York. Clyde always told me that if I was ever in Florida to look him up!”

Clyde came striding around the corner, right arm and hand extended in friendship! “Harry,” he said, “Good to see you! Come on in and have a drink!”

Yup that was my old man! A winner through and through…~*

NYC Bus

Greetings Darlings, Well I’m on fire today and I had to share, share, share this delicious, new-to-me-technique of boosting up my momentum, my inner fire, my fun with You, my Enchanting Cadre of Co-Creative Geniuses!

It all began yesterday with a wee meme I read; in a nutshell, it was about acknowledging what you dig and leaving the rest behind! We Aber’s know all about this little nugget of info, but then through the course of my day, I took it even farther…

…Why not use these delightful moments of Contrast to boost our energy and fuel our Inner Creativity and Knowing?

Think about it, as Abe constantly reminds us, “Without Contrast There Would Be NO EXPANSION!” That means that CONTRAST wields mucho power! It’s the Energy That Fuels UNIV-FUCKING-VERSAL EXPANSION for Christmas’ Sake! So how about we hop aboard this Rocket Ship of Momentum and use it to our advantage? Rather than just having a Contrasting Moment and using it to Pivot Towards What Feels Good, why don’t we apply an upgrade by Acknowledging and Appreciating Its Presence; thereby giving it more heft and weightiness, and use it to propel ourselves deeper into the V?

If we get into the Divine Habit of Appreciating Contrast when it surfaces, becoming more aware of it; then it becomes our Ally, Our Comrade, Our Buddy. In addition, by acknowledging its place as a Superior Player in our Lives, we become more adept at catching it early and not wallowing in the pooh for even a nano-second!

After using this Booster around Contrast all day yesterday, when I arrived home, I had a moment where I felt resistance come a creepin’ to my back door! The minute I felt it, I had a moment of, “Nooooo! I don’t want you here!” But then, I heard the guidance that My Non-Physical Cadre Of Mighty Helpers downloaded to me, and it wasn’t about using the traffic cop signal of stop! (which we know only invites more of what we don’t want), but rather, to welcome it! Welcome Resistance, has she gone mad? Haha! Perhaps, but I took it as a signal of where I was vibing.  And if we want to keep Vibing at the Level of The Gods, these moments of early detection are our touchstone to a SourceLike Level  of Awareness and Creativity! Rather than get sucked in, we turn it on it’s head!

So I said to that sly visitor known as Resistance, “Wow! I love feeling you. Because by feeling you, it means I am in touch with my emotions, like a Boss. So guess what Ole Man Resistance (sorry fellas, a old worn out cliche I know, but here it works 🙂 ), we are going to add some fuel to your visit. I am going to use YOU as my Booster Into More, More Upliftment, More Understanding of Me, More Intuitive Awareness of Where I Vibe on a moment to moment basis.” And let me tell you, I went Rocketing so deep into My Vortex that it took my breath away! Haha!

I’m a child of The City of Manhattan and growing up there, I used to see adventurous boys “catch a ride” on the back bumper of busses cruising down the street! They were having a ball, and I thought how fun it would be to have the courage to hop aboard and take a ride. Well, NOW I know what that feels like. There are always two busses going by, The One That Takes You Upstream, to The Land of Where Nothing That You Want Resides, and then there’s the one that takes you DownStream, to all your Desires, Hopes, Dreams, Endless Possibilities, Creations, RendezVous, and the like.

So Creator, when next you are visited by Contrast or Resistance, how about you reach out and grab onto the back of da Bus that’s heading your way, toward More! How about you acknowledge this delightful moment of self-awareness where you made the conscious decision to turn this moment around. And then for the capper, how about you say to The Universe, “Hey, Check Me Out!! I so got this! I am a G, I am a God, I have come to this place where I can instantly manifest more through my choices! Oh, and hit the gas, I want to go faster!”

Now that’s what Living, Thriving, Abounding on The Leading-Most Edge of Thought is all about! I am triple darn sure that’s how we thought we’d do this gig before we landed here. We can either let someone else drive our Interstellar Ship/Bus/Vortex, or we can take Control and steer her towards the rising sun, every darn time!

I am taking my leave now, time to go for a walk with my delightful dog and feel all that I can feel about this incredible life on this calm, misty, autumn morning! But, before I go, might I just say that I appreciate you, my cadre of homies, more than words can convey! I LOVE sharing what I am learning, day by day, moment by moment with all of you! It gives me more delight than words can convey! But hey, that’s not going to stop me from trying. All for one and one for all! I am, Constance Todd Smith, over and out…~*

Your Job Creator Is Not To Fix The World

You only have one job Creator, do you know what that is? It isn’t to fix the world, ’cause it’s not broken. It isn’t to fix your friend, kid, lover because we ALL live in a Universe that Provides, Distributes, Flows Connectivity/Love Equally, to us all. Tapping into that flow is the job of the individual, period! There are no understudies, body doubles, or stand-ins available.

No matter your income, social standing, educational level, age, sex, country, city, or abilities, Divine Guidance is always available and flows forth to each of us with Grace, Equanimity, and Magnanimity – Constantly! Source, Your Inner Being, NEVER sleeps, gets tuckered out or doesn’t show! Ever!

So how do you “get your fair share?” Easy… Line Up Creator!! Not at the grocery store check out, not at the car wash; rather, Line The Heck Up at the Nexus Point where You (physical human you) and YOU (Mighty Source Non-Physical all the time connected and flowing, Party Animal YOU) Meet, Coalesce, Dance, Make Love and Merriment You, dwells! What our Teachers’ Abe call The Sweet Spot of Alignment.

You Know The Processes! You understand The Law of Attraction. You Know down to the tips of your toes, how to Tune-In, Tune-Up and Flow like The Genius Creator/Creatrix You are!

So can this life ALWAYS be better? Heck yes it can! Reaching for More is our middle name! So how about Right Here, Right Now You do just that? Reach for the stars and when you have them firmly in your grasp, reach again, and again, and again! It’s Your Time To Live! You feel me Homie? Can I get a witness? Haha! Lordy, I hope so…😎~*

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