Constance Todd Smith's Nexus of Creation

Creator, It is imperative that we Stay On The Bright, In The Vortex, In the Zone of Positivity, if we want to Create a life of ease and flow, joy, clarity and creativity. It is imperative that we do not default to negative thoughts that don’t serve us, if we want to feel good. It is imperative that we become aware of where our mind is wandering, if we want to be successful Deliberate Creators.

Staying Positive is akin to avoiding potholes when driving, so too can we avoid the potholes of judgement and negativity, swerving our thoughts to the smooth pavement, to the less bumpy terrain, to the sunny side of the street.

If I'm not feeling good mostly and experiencing consistent, positive validations, then My Story must be upgraded to match the life I want reflected before me. My whole fucking story, not just pieces here and there. The story of my personal success at looking on the bright side and being in The V Mostly and Allowing A Lot. My Super Charged Story of grand physicality, strength of limb, of focus, flexibility of muscles and tendons. My Story of unlimited abundance; abundance of love, creativity, funds, clarity, sensuous moments, the works! My Story concerning the others that are in my life, how I choose to interact at the highest level and if that can not be obtained, then not at all. How I see and interact with my tribe, do I buoy or criticize? Do I praise or nitpick? Do I uplift or tear down?

And of course I can turn this microscope on to me, do I judge or praise myself? Do I uplift and Appreciat all that I have Become and am Becoming; or do I remain in the pooh, choosing to focus on what's not currently working and whipping that Vibration up, up, up until I feel strangled and suffocated by my own negative thoughts?

Make no mistake Creator, when The Eagle has been your wingman. When The Gods, The Colossai, have chosen you to converse and dream with. When the forces of nature seemingly bend the knee in acquiescence to all that You Desire, then finding oneself playing pinochle in the gutter with the great unwashed of thoughts, feels like and is, a definite step down, down, down into the denser energy of our lower, more base emotions.

So what's a Genius Creatrix to do when she realizes that she isn't living a Step 5 experience anymore? (Step 5, I paraphrase: Being cool with being OUT of the V because you know it's temporary.) Rather, she's turned OUT of The V into a forwarding fucking address? Well I'll tell you, she makes a new game plan for herself. One that she has used before and has served her beyond well.

I awoke this morning sick of my own thoughts and determined to up the ante. I can clearly see that it was and is all my own creation, one created by 2 words: Sloppy Focusing! That's it. And then I realized how delicious it's been that I've been OUT like this for the past week or so because that means I have launched mega-rockets of desire. I have expanded way beyond where I am now. And the reason I feel like shit is because I'm not catching up to that incredibly open, flowing, creative, knowing, Expansive Me!

So here's my pledge to myself and to my fellow Creators, on this day and all the days unfolding before me, I will do what I know feels good. I will awaken and meditate. I will then sit with my delicious book and write lists of positive aspects. And will scribe my New Story in all areas of my life: Money, Health, Passions, Relationships, Dreams, the whole fucking shibang. Once I feel good and juicy and I believe the foundation of my day, and my life is set, I will embark upon the business of the day awash in positive expectation.

Yup! That's what I'm going to do. I am putting a moratorium on Negativity. I am shutting down that train and all the stations she usually frequents. I am blessing this time out, ‘cause I know I'm not doing anything wrong, it's just the opposite really as I can Feel that I'm gearing up for such big shit, (The Empire that I have been Creating and is knocking on my door to be realized), that I needed to have this time so that I could really look at, hone, and fine-tune my Super Power Skill of Focus.

This Life’s Game is set up so perfectly, usually when you fuck up you get punished. But not us Gods, rather, we get rewarded with Becoming More, with More Expansion, with More Knowing, Clarity, bigger ideas, sure footedness, and with feeling that fabulous movement of energy as we climb up the emotional scale towards all that we desire! It's like water in the desert, when positive momentum finally takes hold and we find ourselves Flowing The Vibration That is Our Desires.

So Darlings of All That is Good and Sweet, who's with me? Who's ready for More on such a grand scale that it will make your head spin and your toes curl? Who, like me, wants to know what Abraham is talking about when they say, "You have barely scratched the surface."

I’m off now, there is so much to be mined from this day and I’ve got a Renewed Sense of Purpose that is burning a hole in my pocket, wanting to be spent. And spend I shall, like a drunken sailor knowing that Source has my back and I can't ever get it wrong or done! Yay for us! Intrepid, fearless, forward feeling Explorers who came here and for a little while, forgot how the game is played, but now that we know, that we remember, there isn't any going back. Haha! Thank Goodness. Full steam ahead my darlings, until next time…~*