Tag Archive: Pivoting

Creator, It is imperative that we Stay On The Bright, In The Vortex, In the Zone of Positivity, if we want to Create a life of ease and flow, joy, clarity and creativity. It is imperative that we do not default to negative thoughts that don’t serve us, if we want to feel good. It is imperative that we become aware of where our mind is wandering, if we want to be successful Deliberate Creators.

Staying Positive is akin to avoiding potholes when driving, so too can we avoid the potholes of judgement and negativity, swerving our thoughts to the smooth pavement, to the less bumpy terrain, to the sunny side of the street.

If I'm not feeling good mostly and experiencing consistent, positive validations, then My Story must be upgraded to match the life I want reflected before me. My whole fucking story, not just pieces here and there. The story of my personal success at looking on the bright side and being in The V Mostly and Allowing A Lot. My Super Charged Story of grand physicality, strength of limb, of focus, flexibility of muscles and tendons. My Story of unlimited abundance; abundance of love, creativity, funds, clarity, sensuous moments, the works! My Story concerning the others that are in my life, how I choose to interact at the highest level and if that can not be obtained, then not at all. How I see and interact with my tribe, do I buoy or criticize? Do I praise or nitpick? Do I uplift or tear down?

And of course I can turn this microscope on to me, do I judge or praise myself? Do I uplift and Appreciat all that I have Become and am Becoming; or do I remain in the pooh, choosing to focus on what's not currently working and whipping that Vibration up, up, up until I feel strangled and suffocated by my own negative thoughts?

Make no mistake Creator, when The Eagle has been your wingman. When The Gods, The Colossai, have chosen you to converse and dream with. When the forces of nature seemingly bend the knee in acquiescence to all that You Desire, then finding oneself playing pinochle in the gutter with the great unwashed of thoughts, feels like and is, a definite step down, down, down into the denser energy of our lower, more base emotions.

So what's a Genius Creatrix to do when she realizes that she isn't living a Step 5 experience anymore? (Step 5, I paraphrase: Being cool with being OUT of the V because you know it's temporary.) Rather, she's turned OUT of The V into a forwarding fucking address? Well I'll tell you, she makes a new game plan for herself. One that she has used before and has served her beyond well.

I awoke this morning sick of my own thoughts and determined to up the ante. I can clearly see that it was and is all my own creation, one created by 2 words: Sloppy Focusing! That's it. And then I realized how delicious it's been that I've been OUT like this for the past week or so because that means I have launched mega-rockets of desire. I have expanded way beyond where I am now. And the reason I feel like shit is because I'm not catching up to that incredibly open, flowing, creative, knowing, Expansive Me!

So here's my pledge to myself and to my fellow Creators, on this day and all the days unfolding before me, I will do what I know feels good. I will awaken and meditate. I will then sit with my delicious book and write lists of positive aspects. And will scribe my New Story in all areas of my life: Money, Health, Passions, Relationships, Dreams, the whole fucking shibang. Once I feel good and juicy and I believe the foundation of my day, and my life is set, I will embark upon the business of the day awash in positive expectation.

Yup! That's what I'm going to do. I am putting a moratorium on Negativity. I am shutting down that train and all the stations she usually frequents. I am blessing this time out, ‘cause I know I'm not doing anything wrong, it's just the opposite really as I can Feel that I'm gearing up for such big shit, (The Empire that I have been Creating and is knocking on my door to be realized), that I needed to have this time so that I could really look at, hone, and fine-tune my Super Power Skill of Focus.

This Life’s Game is set up so perfectly, usually when you fuck up you get punished. But not us Gods, rather, we get rewarded with Becoming More, with More Expansion, with More Knowing, Clarity, bigger ideas, sure footedness, and with feeling that fabulous movement of energy as we climb up the emotional scale towards all that we desire! It's like water in the desert, when positive momentum finally takes hold and we find ourselves Flowing The Vibration That is Our Desires.

So Darlings of All That is Good and Sweet, who's with me? Who's ready for More on such a grand scale that it will make your head spin and your toes curl? Who, like me, wants to know what Abraham is talking about when they say, "You have barely scratched the surface."

I’m off now, there is so much to be mined from this day and I’ve got a Renewed Sense of Purpose that is burning a hole in my pocket, wanting to be spent. And spend I shall, like a drunken sailor knowing that Source has my back and I can't ever get it wrong or done! Yay for us! Intrepid, fearless, forward feeling Explorers who came here and for a little while, forgot how the game is played, but now that we know, that we remember, there isn't any going back. Haha! Thank Goodness. Full steam ahead my darlings, until next time…~*

Most of us were brought up with the misguided notion that we should please others before ourselves, that we should take action when not in alignment (usually to please others), and then to beat ourselves up when we fail to please or fall short of another’s expectations. Well I am happy to declare that those days are over, thanks to The Teachings of Abraham! 

The societal definition of Procrastination serves as the perfect example. Let’s begin with Merrium Webster:

“Pro·cras·ti·nate\prə-ˈkras-tə-ˌnāt, prō-\
: to be slow or late about doing something that should be done : to delay doing something until a later time because you do not want to do it, because you are lazy, etc.”

In other words, if you don’t do what you “should” do, what has been asked of you, either by yourself (a project/passion that you want to participate in) or by another person, you can now consider yourself an unmotivated looser who is lazy! Wow! A bit harsh wouldn’t you say? And you wonder why you beat yourself up? You were taught to, and they did a good job. But now we can throw all that antediluvian bullshit out in the trash where it belongs. 

Let’s start now with Abraham’s Definition of Procrastination: 

“Procrastination is the wisdom to not try to force something that you’re not vibrationally ready for!” 

Fuck yes! It’s not that I’m a looser, it’s that I’m not aligned and therefore feel stuck. Hmmm. So, if I do the energetic work of Aligning, then take action on the heels of that momentum, I will not only feel better (the super bonus) as I’ve become up to speed with my Broader Aspect, but I’ll Master this assigned task with genius, creativity, ease, flow, wisdom, and clarity as I align and flow The Energy That Creates Worlds!!

Yup, that’s it! You got it. Now a quick primer to the “How do I align with something that I feel stuck about?” question. 

We know that you can’t pivot against the stream of feeling stuck to feeling good instantly, there’s too much momentum built up on the negative side; however, you can almost instantly conjure up relief by going general. Follow me here as I do the Going General Practice on something that has been vexing me: 

It’s ok that this doesn’t feel like a good time. I am happy to work towards a feeling of alignment before taking action. I want the joy of creating through alignment and I am willing to do the vibrational work to attain that joy. I really love it when I feel good about working on projects. It is so satisfying to flow with creativity. The reason I’m not flowing now is that I have to get up to speed with the Genius that is me! My Genius isn’t going anywhere, she is eagerly anticipating my return to her vibrational vicinity and lobbing clues at me (paths of least resistance) everywhere I turn. This contrast has served me, as now I know it’s not my fault or a character defect that has me vexed, it’s just a question of alignment. I’m really good at finding my sure footedness, I’ve done it countless times before. It feels good remembering my successes at turning my thoughts and beliefs to those that serve. It feels good knowing I’m on the right path always, and I love the feeling that I’m going to take a wicked bounce from this contrast. I don’t have to do anything right now this red hot minute, I can relax in the knowing that when I am aligned, the information and inspiration will flow like red hot lava! And on, and on, and on! 

Yup, Creator, that’s how we do it here on The Leading Most Edge of Thought in The Whole Darn Universe! Until next time. Namaste Homies…~*

My inspired thought and action to create this post came from this brilliant video.  Click on the link, sit back, and feel the relief and knowing flow: Abraham-Hicks: Why Do I Procrastinate?

you say I'm a dreamer

I awoke yesterday in that fugue state that only a few well placed hormones can induce, PMS. This is not a visitor I entertain often and she presents to me as a feeling of vulnerability, fragility and preciousness. As though I’m made of glass and one good shake….

Now I am sure Abe has something to say about these pesky hormone related issues, i.e., I’m not in alignment. Sure I get that, and I own it. So rather than ponder why I was Out of The Vortex, which we know only leads to more time Out, I took this time as an invitation To Be Present In It and To It All!

First, let’s be real. What choice did I have? It was only 7:00 am and I had just woken up, so a nap was out of the question. Second, the thought of meditating made me feel as though I was gonna jump outta my skin. And Third, appreciating anything was too far of a stretch. So Be Here Now, oars pulled in and facing downstream, seemed like the only logical course of action.

I jumped into my car and headed out playing Abe Videos, alternating between crying and some minor appreciating all the way to the coffee shop where I was going to sequester myself. One of the vids spoke about our desire to come forth for The Adventure of Life! For the Zest! For the Zeal and Joy that living on this planet can produce. “Well,” I thought, “An adventure. Hmmm.I haven’t been on one for a while.” I allowed myself to vividly dream about new places to discover, milking the feelings of submerging myself in a new culture, tasting new foods, smelling new smells, I felt my inner landscape stir with lighter feelings. Great! Any movement, no matter how slight, is a step in the right direction.

The next video I listened to had Abe telling us “To Reach For More!” To Desire beyond our comfort zone, beyond our arm’s length, beyond where we stand today. Seeing as how I was already out of my comfort zone, just reaching for the salt shaker on the table seemed a stretch. So yes, I had that one covered! LOL

As I sat in the sun looking out and up onto the ridge line that surrounds my wee town, sipping my black coffee and tearing into my giant orange scone with orange icing, I began to scroll through the dreams that I have had, some since childhood, and a pall of remorse, of not-doing-enough or doing-it-right, flooded over me.

And then the true culprit, the catalyst to my feelings of woe and sadness revealed herself, Un-Fucking-Worthiness! Say what? I thought I’d had that one covered, but you see Dearest Friends, a lifetime of habits of thought, require consistent and loving vigilance. Our only job as humans, if we want to feel good, is to remain focused on the sunny thoughts, not the shoulds or the feelings of remorse that result in our lying face down in the deep, dark umbra of what might have been.

What we KNOW for double darn sure, we students of The Teachings of Abraham, is there isn’t any Might Have Been! That’s the scarcity mentality: scarcity of time, of money, of resources, of what-the-heck ever. Here in Abe Land, in our mighty Vortex and in the daily workings of a life fully lived, there is only More! More Beauty. More Dreams. More Joy. More Laughter. And More Time to realize the bounty that my dreams and desires can bring, because we are Eternal Beings and we never, no never, never ever, get it done.

This slide into a vibe that I had thought I had tidied up, served as a grand reminder that I am so much more than I am apt to credit myself. YES – I have a myriad of projects that I am lovingly working on. And NO – None of them have to be finished in any particular time frame or order. And NO – I am not beholden to anyone else’s idea of success or how I should live my life. And YES – This Life Is MY LIFE to mold and unfold in the way that feels best for me, and any contrarian thoughts are just nonsense.

I rallied myself then and there to not beat myself up, to not torture myself with thoughts that do not serve, to only appreciate the hell out of my gifts and how I choose to use them, to play in them, to unleash them. I got back in the car, came home, grabbed my kid, explained that I wasn’t feeling top notch and that she was totally off the hook (IOW – it was and is my own shit, as always) and if she didn’t mind being with my fragile version, let’s go see, “Straight Outta Compton.” at our local movie theatre.

I felt closer to being In the vicinity of My V as we strolled out of the house arm in arm toward new vistas, new delights, new forms of entertainment. Toward the stance of reaching bolder and farther! Appreciating all my emotions and the guidance they provide. Knowing that there are gaps in my dreams and that is THE NUMBER 1 REASON I came here: To dream beyond Now, resulting in a Gap between my Now moment and the realization of my dream. And then to ride that dream to the other side of The Gap where my dream and reality meet and manifest! And then to dream some more, ’cause the momentum of the ride from “not having to having” is too delicious not to replicate, to expand upon, to revel in.

Remember Dearest Creator, you didn’t come here to hold back, not one little bit. No matter how far it seems to “the other side” of your gap, it’s only as far as the next logical step, if you remain fixed and focused on your True North! Straight on ’till morning dear ones, and then some…~*

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