My Darling… As I perusing my FB NewsFeed today, I happened across some photos of a couple of women we know who “tied the knot” in SF yesterday. To say that they looked transformed by their experience and love, is an understatement. The simple act of looking at the photos lit up my heart. And then I got to thinking, “Hmmm, a wedding?”
Well you and I have both been down that aisle before and had the perfect amount of love and contrast to set us on the trajectory, where we met and fell in love with each other. So marriage, at least in the traditional sense, isn’t something that either one of us feels compelled to do. But then I got to thinking, “Hmmm, but wouldn’t it be nice to show the world how much I Love, Loving Jason?”
And I realized that that was it, in a nut shell. I don’t want the experience of us taking vows, or musing over our love, as you and I My Delicious Darling, do this daily! And might I say we do it with aplomb, unabashedly, out loud and proud! We are ALWAYS praising what we have and pumping it up to be more, more, more. We are continuisouly watering our garden of love and planting new seeds of ideas and feelings. And, as a of bit of tongue in cheek humor, when I’m feeling particularly frisky, I do ask you, “Jason, Will You Marry Me?” And you always reply, without missing a beat, “Yes My Love!”
It’s not about being sure you love me, or getting the state involved in our life, or having a party, or me wearing some cool leather bustier and skirt slit sky high, with rad buckles and other ecoutrement, and kickin’ thigh high boots to our nuptials, although all of that would be madd fun! No it’s more, much more, than that.
It’s that I want to flaunt you, to show you off, to show off what we have first imagined to be possible, then aligned with that possibility, and then manifested; a righteous love affair that makes the angels weep and poets shake their heads for loss of words to convey a flowing and flowering of love on this, our own personal Loving Godhead of might and majesty.
I want to let the joyous news be spread that I will love you on into Eternity and Beyond! And I will continue to proliferate the love I have for myself, which is the fuel to your’s and my eternal flame. And I know you are doing the same. You see my Sexy Man, you understand that for that which is US to thrive, we must first pump up our individual volume, so that we can then coalesce our commensurate Vibrations to create a more loving, allowing, artful and creative relationship!
We say it often, “Our Love Has No Bounds.” And it’s True, Gloriously True, because we are constantly pushing out the boundaries of our lives to see more, feel more, play more, experience more, teach more, make love more, learn more, explore more, have more fun, co-create more, understand more, laugh more, dance more! In other words, more of everything good and sweet.
When we first met, I had a profound waking dream. It took my breath away with it’s “realness.” I have told you this dream before, but I want to share it here with you again today, because it expresses the magnitude and magnificence of these feelings that flow through me whenever I think of US….
You and I were in a Great Hall surrounded by our friends. I had decided to “come down to earth” before you, and I was feeling a hesitant about leaving behind all of my pals, and most especially, I was ambivalent about leaving you. When I crossed the threshold into that Grand Hall of Limitless Possibilities (which seemed like the last stop before – Bomb’s Away to Earth), you saw me and dropped to one knee, head bowed, as a King would do before his Queen. The sight of you in this position caught my heart in my throat. And then, you looked up at me with those eyes of yours and flowed love straight into my heart the likes of which I had never felt before and said, “My Darling, You go first, and I will follow soon after. And when I do, I WILL find you!”
And I knew in that instant, that you would indeed find me, and of course you did. And where of all places? On the dance floor, a more perfect scenario I couldn’t have designed for myself, but the funny part is, I did!
So My Darling unsurpassed lover of a man Jason, let this love letter be my vow to you, that I will love you like no other, for all the days that it is fun and feels good. And I look to you to do the same, as we boldly go where no human has gone before, into the deepest, most fecund valley where our Love lives and thrives! Warp Speed my Divine Darling, Warp Speed…~*